Haven't been able to have proper sleep lately maybe because the depth of me is terrifying of how to live in a foreign land for 9 months without fix income and rely only with the trust and knowledge that He'll provide. As i waken up each time with little prayer of 'God, you will have to provide', 'God, how will i through this?' and etc, i felt my inside crunched with nervousness and gripping unto His promises at the same time. I know He'll do it at His timing.Despite of being in the stage of wondering and waiting, I felt challenged to list down the goodness of Him. These; are His proven goodness...
- Freedom that i can't earn, get or buy it from anywhere. Freedom that's beyond any prices.
- He sustained me; when i think i can't, He's there with me and guide me.
- Reconciled to Him; the ultimate forgiver, lover, friend and Freedom owner.
- Friends that want to be part of my life, walk with me through my ups and downs.
- Provision at the nick of time; haven't go without yet.
- Relationship with those around me that happened out of respect, love, acceptance, forgiveness, being myself...
- Shoes (which to get even a pair of big size shoes here in Sabah is a great pain)
- Hand phone (though it's 2nd hand but it's still in good condition, all i need to do is change the casing and i get to choose whatever color i want for it plus it comes with 2gb memory card. Yes...FOR FREE)
- Travel bag (need not to spend another 100++ bucks for a travel bag because someone lend it to me.)
- A new water bottle.
- Most important thing is...I've songs in my heart!!!
Hmm...at the same time, I've still praying for these:
- Adigital camera ..
- A laptop (preferably 11 inch laptop) - for works and traveling.
- Monthly supporters
- To grow deeper in Him.
- Freedom that i can't earn, get or buy it from anywhere. Freedom that's beyond any prices.
- He sustained me; when i think i can't, He's there with me and guide me.
- Reconciled to Him; the ultimate forgiver, lover, friend and Freedom owner.
- Friends that want to be part of my life, walk with me through my ups and downs.
- Provision at the nick of time; haven't go without yet.
- Relationship with those around me that happened out of respect, love, acceptance, forgiveness, being myself...
- Shoes (which to get even a pair of big size shoes here in Sabah is a great pain)
- Hand phone (though it's 2nd hand but it's still in good condition, all i need to do is change the casing and i get to choose whatever color i want for it plus it comes with 2gb memory card. Yes...FOR FREE)
- Travel bag (need not to spend another 100++ bucks for a travel bag because someone lend it to me.)
- A new water bottle.
- Most important thing is...I've songs in my heart!!!
Hmm...at the same time, I've still praying for these:
- A
- A laptop (preferably 11 inch laptop) - for works and traveling.
- Monthly supporters
- To grow deeper in Him.
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