Worship

Holy design
this place in time
that i might seek and find my God
my God

Lord i want to yearn for You
i want to burn with passion
over You and only You
Lord i want to yearn

Your joy is mine
yet why am i fine
with all my singing and bringing grain
in light of Him

oh You give life and breath
through Him You give all things
in Him we live and move
that's why i sing

As I was listening to this song, my heart leaped with excitement yet at the same time,i found myself was making a comment of 'how nice will it be if i have good voice and able to play the guitar well...i will surely bring up songs like this next time when am ask to lead worship.' But...wait a minute, will i really play the guitar and sing the songs? would i really commit myself to usher others into the presence of The Almighty if i have the good voice and the availability to play well? can't i sing the way i am? can i inspired others to worship the way i am? Isn't worship comes from your heart and the knowledge of His goodness, love etc?
Why do i need to be afraid or embarrassed to sing out if I've been redeemed by His grace and if this life of mine is suppose to be about displaying His goodness? Didn't He gave me this voice as a gift to proclaim His goodness? Why then should i limit myself to worship?

Father, make me yearn for you more.