I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine...

"For eternity
All my heart will sing
All the glory to Your Name"

As I was singing this song during last Sunday's service, a thought saying that 'I'm your husband' came to mind. Knowing that this might be His voice, I asked further...'Yes, I know that but how can this bring a difference? And what are you actually trying to say?' A sense of Him saying 'If I'm your husband, that means I'll take care of you. I'll take care of your needs, I'll take care of your future, I'll take care of your strength, I'll take care of your encouragements, I'll take care of your love, I will take care of you. Trust me.' Hearing this, I'm blown away and realized how much I have walked away from this relationship of trusting Him. For years, I've learned about Him, I saw His faithfulness and goodness yet...I've chosen to place my trust in what's more practical or things that make more sense. I've walked in my own trust and understanding.
As I continue to ponder about this, I know He's calling me to come back to the journey of re-trusting Him- to know that He won't forsake me nor leave me.
I think I'm now at the stage of learning to see Him more from a new and fresh perspective. I've been called for this commitment, and my responsibility in this relationship is to trust that He can take care of me and trust that He's able.
And I'm learning...