During class today/ game day today, in fear of pressure and others' judgment, I said something that attracted more attention from others- I don't like be the center of the attention both to be teased (jokingly) or approval/ praises...these just give butterflies in me and causing me feel uncomfortable.Hmm...I just don't seem to understand why such feeling is rising up more and more lately. I must say that since I've been doing this school; many of my discomfort, uneasiness, my own personal judgment, fear and etc started to surface. Perhaps, it's time to be crushed, changed, dug out in order that new and solid foundation can be taken place. Perhaps, He's teaching my to direct my focus back to Him; to look up to Him rather than look down on myself. Perhaps, it's time for me to trust at His character rather than my own-righteousness...Perhaps...Perhaps...
